Thank you for doing what you do with thoughtfulness, attention to detail, calm, compassion and caring 🙏

Thank you for preparing all those delicious meals too, for holding my hand, rolling me cigarettes and soothing my mind with your tender music and gentle voices. I am grateful 🙏

I had a very healing experience. In the second Ayahuasca Journey I was put in a comfortable, contemplative state of mind where I could face my problems and figure out how to sort them out. This was as a result of the right dose of Ayahuasca, the beautiful playlist, the lighting, the Agua De Florida and also the result of the gentleness, respect and experience of the team. You guys made me feel like a long lost sibling 🙏. I am grateful and surprised that Mother Ayahuasca is real. I feel she is still with me. I no longer feel alone in the barren universe.

Mother Ayahuasca showed me my life and I realized that I have a lot of work to do on my habits. I need to cultivate good habits of exercise, cold, meditation, breathing, hard work, reading, intermittent fasting and stenography. I want to cultivate these habits in order to achieve freedom. Freedom to face my issues. To make tough decisions. Freedom to plan for the future. Freedom from being vulnerable and dependent.

I am no longer scared of dying or of failing. I feel I can now focus on what really matters to my heart.

I need to become a kinder, stronger, better man that knows himself better and is wiser and more comfortable with his body and with reality. Only once I sort out myself, then I will be able to be a force of good in my close network. I will be able to make my mother’s life easier and be able to listen to my father more patiently and become more empathetic with my brother. Maybe someday in the future I will reach the maturity required to have a relationship or a family of my own, but for now I am going to hone and polish my habits.

Thank you for helping me get here. Reality feels different now. I feel more enlightened and more able to feel pain and to bear pain. I look forward to journey #3.

Conor
Ireland